dinner ?

hmmm .... the feet stink ... did i forget to change socks again ? whatever .. and whats that ? looks like an antibiotic ? did the maid fall ill ? was it a relative of hers ? and why did she leave it here then ? something doesnt look OK ... its a bit smudged and pasty ... ah yes, let me put on my glasses .. it is pasty ... could it be those pills the doc gave me when i broke my toenail ? hmm .. i just clipped off the las bit off that nail yesterday ... which reminds me i have to clean it with an antiseptic .. and also have to clean my ears with an earbud ... but how did these pills land up here ? did i leave them in my shirt pocket ? which shirt did i wear yesterday ? the blue one .. but i wore that after a long time ... was it in the pocket all along ? but i didnt feel it in my pocket yesterday at all ... when did i get hurt ? i carried those things around for a week or so after i git hurt ... no wait .. a week or so after i referred to the medic which was again a week or so after i git hurt .. but i was already training for the dance thing before i left for Bombay ... so it must have beena week around then ... hmmm ... anyways, the cell phone is low on battery .. must charge it .... what song was it that the cabbie was playing ? hmm lets look it up on the net ... its the strange smell again .. the wind must be blowing in a south easterly direction today ... but cold winds should ideally blow in a north westerly direction ... great ... the net speeds suck .. and the media player sucks too .. and the dvd drive and the dvd and the stupid movie i am watching ... hey that remondsme of ID and Kowshik :D .. hmm consultants both ... uhh .. the phone is ringing ... must be under that pile of clothes somewhere ... darn !! i forgot to give those clothes for ironing again ... hey .... whats that dirty shirt doing in that lot ? i still havent found the cell phone .. or checked the latest on EPL ... must have left it in the trouser pockets ... Jeez !! i had left it fir charging ... ohk so its the cook calling me for dinner .. what was he cooking in the evening ?? oh methi .. goody ... shouldi change my shirt ? its pretty dirty after today evening ? and sweaty too ... man dont fel like taking it off .. its too cold .. and the window is too far to close ... i'll just put something on ... ohk .. so where is it now ... probably should try turning the pile of clothes the othe way now .. crap crap crap !!! ... my sweatshirt i still in the sports complex ... oh great .. man i think i'll continue to watch this dumb movie ... dinner did you say ?

sense and simplicity ...

i once read somewhere that the most obvious sounding solution, or the answer which can be explained in a very simplistic way is usualy not the correct one .. but still, as a gut feeling, most humans tend to accept that as the perfect truth. haven't really pondered over that, but was just wondering, whether sense and simplicity will ever be achieved all together ? i mean, what seems the sensible thing to do, or more often, happen, will never happen ! what will happen will be utterly complicated till it lasts and then inexplicably simple. But, what emrers out, will mke great sense to begun with, but will always defy logic !!

Ok, too much of riddles. was speaking to an ol fren on the phone and heard about the new developments in his life. Had been with him when he had been going through a lean phase a few  months back. That phase did not make sense. It should nveer have happened. But it was bloody simple. Go and do the job because its not yet done. and then, when the job did get done, it didnt make any sense. there was no need to go through such complex procedures to yield simplicity. what we see may hide what has already been forseen by the supernatural powers i think. and while we wander in our quest for simplicity or sense, achieving none, but hopping from one illusion of sense to another make believe bubble of simplicity, it must be utterly sensible and the most obviously simple thing for destiny to do. traversing in a sinusoidal wave of sorts, with crescendos and pits, can be a very tiring osciallting motion. but if there couldever be finite boundaries of time, one would se the displacement undertaken while swinging back and forth.

So here's a toast - To all that you did, and all that you did not, for all that you wanted to achieve, and all that you could not even after a thousand attempts, all that you had planned to do, and all that happened on the spur of the moment !!!  ... Cheerz ! for you are bound to change your frame of reference ! if not for anything, but only to prove that the frame of reference doens mean anything !

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and it all sounds so much like ever before. Something i so passionately searched for the other day led to disappointment. In the end, i settled for the second choice. The second choice was there for sure, but when i got it, i found that i hated it if only because of my myopic and narrow vision .. common, this may not have been the numero uno, but was like the Les Bluez ... secnd but very very highly rated ! .. hmmph, never mind, time to continue .... and i get in today, hoping to get the job done with the third preference and Lo ! staring at me is my prime choice :|

i havent given up on anything yet .... just like i havent given up on writing ... blogs that barey anyone can understand ... if they wade through the maze of typos and spelling errors that i have lately picked up in what can be called Chitragupta's own country (Godz own country was awesome, and this place is just a tad bit different in most aspects except for a major change in looking at the one thing that really counts) .. to even spams that most people would filter out .. Orkut gave up one me by blocking my "message all freinds options" considering spamming 815 people is not a very good idea but i havent !! someday i'll probably trade off this desire for keeping things simple for myself and complicating it for others at the same time for some al round sense, but given the way i have been so far and all those JLTs, all i can say is wishful thinking is still not taxable :P