let there be light ... but for once, let there be darkness

i couldnt see anything. was lost. staring at the floor so intently as if i was searching or an 'ekanni'  (thts one fourth of twenty five paisa for the uninitiated). and not even realising that i had come a long way. ubt the fact is, i probably didnt even want to see anything. let me wander alone in the darkness for a while. i wanted to be alone, in suspense. uncertainity shrouded me. whether my decisions in the last one year were right or wrong ? whether my actions in the last one year were of any consequence as i liked to comfort myself by believing myself to be a "social asset" or mere hedonism. and then there were those last three days. barely had i managed to survive the series of consecutive D-days and then this. ohhh please leave me.... go away... dont come back.....avoid me just like that ....if i ever see u again in life, ignore me. but i know tht isnt possible. even if it was, i would be trying my best to make sure this doesnt happen, wishing it does at the same time. conflicts of head and heart. but wasnt i thinking too much into the future? come on, my days of trial were nothing compared to this ! things will b normal again. in fact, better.

today was the Eighth Convocation of IIMK.

but that is not thereason for this blog. the generator was on and the noise flowing straight into my room. and in my hurry to leave, i left the glasses behind. and was hoping for some darkness, a sign that normal power supply had been restored.