deja vu

ahh .. the egg-jams have ended. not mine though. i was just vicariously experiencing the traumas of last year. just the weekend before the mid terms start, you get your laptops. confused where you loyalties should lie, you realise that the machine has cut off even your last few human contacts. the schedule hasnt exactly been kind enough to help you make great friendships other than wih those in your wing, your sectionmtes who sit somewhere around you, members of your assignment group or maybe the folks who were n the same train journey as you were. (orkut wasnt tht big a fad an year back !) so all alone, you sit in your room, thinking that you knew microeco but then when you look at old question papers and text book exercises the rude realisation strikes and you figure out that there is very little that can save you from doom. all that extra currs which you participated in with so much enthu, all those out of the way favours you doled out have taken you nowhere. and after youscrew up your exam, you are faced with MA, where you knew you werent worth a penny as an accountant's assistant's assistant. and as a result, you loose whatever remaining interest you had in studies. and in this despair, you try to seek out friends, nay more than friends, people with whom you can actually share your burden. and there on we tread into dangerous trritories... which thankfully never happened for me as i chose (knowingly or unknowingly) to enter the vicous cycle once more what with the high enthu beach trip and all :) but when i think of it now, i still fondly remember the parties rather than the sour grades.mayb e my outlook will change in the future, but till that happens, PARRTTYY ON :)