Saturday, September 24, 2005

the lost 's world

x comes before y. ok. but what if x comes before all ys ?
before evrything, before even ones own well being ?


how do u define being settled ? is it a state of miond that i have so
 far thought it to be or is it something else ? if yes, what more would
it take for someone to settle down ? dont u think u wud settle down after
u decide to go ahead with the proposed plan rather than wait for settling
down to go ahead with the idea ? can someone ever settle down if he doesnt want to ?
what wud make someone settle down ? even if i knew, wud it help in ne way ?



there seems to be this distant aloofness and conviction of one's beliefs
that drives great men .. but can it be a cause of their downfall also ?
that is what worries me so much. when the talk was about the smell of frwesh cut grass
was the enjoyment in the swee smell of grass or in the pride that one could boast
that this smell could bve bought at e bay ? why is this determination to
be better than the rest so dominant ? i feel i am partly reswponsible for this
of course who wudnt want his loved ones to get better but at what cost ?
oh help me God ! i know not how to handle this. guide us all. i only want to help.
but if my advice seems to b taken as a show of superiority, wot am i to do?
and i am the last one to suffer from all this, i know that. to fight the outer world,
u hav to be strong within. and if all things within start to weaken u?
i thnk i will explode if i were in the sufferer's shoes.


life is not a race. lets make it a journey of fun and peace. Amen.


 

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