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dunno why i am doing this .. i badly ned rest .. esp after long hours put into reading those wild cases and then followed by 19 hrs of non stop journey on road ... but i suddenly came to this realisation that our life is much more than just that - our life. the matrix would say its the sum total of the remainder of all the anomalies of this universe .. which somehiw seems to fit me more thanany1 else ... but what i relaised today is tht there is definitely a grand design of things thta nature has in stoee for every individual. however, the grand design is not revealed until enough efforts have been made. and then, comes the realisation that it was nt meant to be .. or maybe, i hope someday, thats the way it was meant to be. whatever we do, fits into the grand design, we can only alter the way we end up there. the grand design maybe longer than you think. it may also be applicable selectively only - to just a few results.. the ones that are truly grand in your life. the seemingly interlinked events may not have anything to do with the finale. but, its there ... waiting for you to go ahead and try it out. cos what you cant change is the results, but what you can very change are the memories that you take back from it. after all, the fun part is in action, sustained action that goes beyond the sum total of the markers that only direct you to the true goal.