oh, and the last post had nothing to do with the title ... but not to disappoint, the Xs and Ys follow here .... surprise that Blues Rock has found favour with me in the last few days ? ... don't be ....
i dont remember when was the last time i was in a movie hall all alone. i dont even remember what alone means anymore .... alone with all the people or alone with companions. or alone as in all alone. and i dont know wht hurts more ... not talking or the dilemma of whether to call or not .... you know you are lonelier then ....
sometimes you crave loneliness .... and you know you have to do something all alone .... because its your thing. nothing wrong with that i would say as i have ben on both sides .... trying to stay aloof and trying to snap someone out of a mum spell, only to realise and respect the fact that what was needed was probably sometime all by oneself. and then theres the third angle, the fact that you will not do anyone any good unwittingly by being with them when not in a good mood. and its this which is the most difficult to understand and explain. this is where one again in his understanding of loneliness, its craving and its cringing.
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